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lalala

Sat, 09 May 2009 16:41:38 GMT

just remembered I have one of these lol thought I'd pop sumthin up here so
YO! :-p

hmm

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 07:37:42 GMT

it's sick and almost funny how when things that go wrong in my life tend to happen one after the other.
-one of my best friends calls me trashy
-my bf, whom i accually allowed myself to truely care about (which is the 1st time in a long time that has happened) broke up with me

i'm wondering what's gonna be next?
maybe failing history? forgetting to do somthing important? or maybe all the lovely remarks i'll get from smart ass people. who knows, i know i don't want to. i feel like this is a bad dream and i want to wake up, but maybe i deserve it. for once everything in my life was going well, not with either of my parents (which is stressfull) but in boone, going to my 1st pick school, my friends were being awsome, and i was accually in an awsome relationship. so that lasted less than 2 months for everything to come together for me, i suppose that is all the time whatever is up there thinks i deserve, oh and dad is being an asshole, great fun, not :(

why the hell do i allow myself to care about the people, things, and places in my life?

just thoughts

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 22:49:06 GMT

Wow I've been in NC about 5 years (just over)
when I moved I never thought that meant I'd go to App
I never thought that would mean I'd meet such awsome people
I spent alot of time wondering what life would have been like if I stayed, but in all reality, I'm not so sure I want to know, I would prolly be at UAA or UAF and I'm sure I'd be having fun. But I really can't imagine life without all the awsome people that I've meet living here.
I've done alot of adjusting
I've made alot of bad decisions
but I've made alot of good decisions
and I've grown from all of it
I have a step sister who I love as though we were blood, I have a whole 3rd branch in my family that feel like blood family too, and I have some of the most amazing friends everrrr, I had too leave alot of my old friends, and miss them but I also love my new friends and I really don't even think it matters anymore that we haven't known eachother our whole lives. With the awsome family, friends, boyfriend, school, and home in Boone (even with the roommate) for the 1st time in a long time I feel like I am right where I belong. I really don't think that I could have made it through some of the stuff that has happened without everyone old and new.
<3 to all!!!

And yay for college too!!! Mountaineers for life!!!!!

hell ya!

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 07:00:49 GMT

we're winners! we kicked ass and celebrated accordingly lol :D
when the week comes it might be good to recover from the weekend haha i love you all <3333

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 22:52:50 GMT

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!WE WON!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!! GO ASU!!!!! <3

so this is college

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 17:16:51 GMT

As I sit here putting off doing laundry, trying to stay awake so I can make it to my next class, balancing finances, and looking forward to hookah party night tomorrow I can't help but think back to when I was a little kid and everyone in college seemed sooo much older and all grown up. Now that I'm here it's nothing like I thought it would be then, but I have been having an awsome time hanging out with everyone, meeting new people, and just doing random stuff. I'm about to go do the dishes before getting ready for class, but I just figured I'd post and say that I love all of my awsome friends, yall rock!

back in NC soon!

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 05:53:32 GMT

yay! i get back late monday/ early tuesday. always bitter sweet, leaving one home but returning to another, i'll miss dad and nikki and everyone and donno when i'm visiting next, but at least by next summer. i reallyyyyyy wish i could go up to AK right now but i guess that'll have to wait :( i miss CA too but feel needed and the need to be in AK
at least i'll soon be back in NC with everybody there yay!!! :)

sigh

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 20:21:16 GMT

marsha marsha marsha!!! damn my occasional wish for self centeredness

Whoa k so it's been well over a year since last i typed on this

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 09:12:34 GMT

whoa so yea it's been forever but i told u (jessica) that i would post an entry for ya if i could remember my password and i did so yay lol tonight was fun!!! yay for awsomeness lol i don't even really know what i'm typin right now i just kinda am, like whatever pops into my brain at the moment speaking of which those pancakes were awsome hmm all out of thought for the second lol love all of yall!!!!

wow

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 22:23:31 GMT

so today was my last day at kaffe frappe, sad and glad i'm gonna miss that place but it won't be the same soon , and already kinda isn't. had a tone of fun dancing like crazy last night, and hot tubbin the night before. this year (as in like from this time last year to now) has been crazy for happy and sad reasons alot of permenant impacts for both. spring break is coming soon, i leave for dad's house thursday after school. it'll be so awsome to see everyone again, still i wish i could spend spring break in AK,CA,and NC (i purposely just put them in abc order b/c i love people in ans stuff about all of them) anyways dad put the house on the market, i know i'll still go back and visit after we move but it's always different. the whole living in different places has always had it's ups and downs but right now i'm really wishing i could combine "my states" yea i keep thinking about diff stuff so this prolly seems rather random but oh well if you don't like it don't pay attention to it. hope everyone is having fun whatever ur doing in whatever place. oh by the way i'm going to have my b-day party soon either the weekend after spring break or the one after that, if anyone wants to help me get the garage clean or anything that would be pretty awsome. <33333 and peace to all weather i talk to you and give you hugs and stuff all the time, or we haven't even said hey in a long time. you donno what you have until you lose it, esp. if you lose something/ someone before you have it/ them, so if yall would randomly say hey or sumthin it would make me smile, b/c life is too short. (at least in the end it's all good : ) )

hehe

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 16:40:51 GMT

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i'm awake really

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 04:19:15 GMT

so i had an good weekend the nights and friday morning were awsome, sat and sunday morning weren't fun (i had to get up for work) anywho i'm sooo glad that i got to hang out w/ all of yall! we should get together again soon well i have to go do my HW, not that i had any *cough* so that then sleep time. bye for now.
~Tina~

hey everybody

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 05:39:57 GMT

so i had friends over tonight it was fun (well i thought so) i <333 you all!!!!! umm ya that's bout all that comes to mind that i wanna put on here even though i haven't updated in awhile :P anywho yay no school 2moro and i'm off sat. so tell me if ya wanna do sumthin.
~Tina~

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Wed, 19 Oct 2005 21:42:51 GMT

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

oo look what i can do yay!

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 23:43:38 GMT

i made a quiz too my quiz awsome i got the link thing to work woot woot, yea i can b technologically challenged at times what can i say? anyways if u wanna make me feel special or ur bored then take my quiz, if not ake it anyways.

<3<3 and luck to all

~Tina~

hey everybody!

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:04:21 GMT

ya so i haven't updated in awhile sooo much to say! i don't even know where to start. ok so Trent and I have been going out since last friday (at sarah's party) now, he's so sweet.so anyways we went to the movies tonight also with Sarah F, Kennedy, Kenya, and Cory; it was alot of fun. Sarah's party was also alot of fun.getting back to school was alright it was awsome seeing everybody (i got back the day before school started again in like the evening that was intersting i woke up in the morning and was like ahh where am i??lol)being at Dad's house was super nice.seeing my friend's was great (i didn't get to say good-bye to brenden but i think he's gonna be out for summers like me, and i want 2 c kk grow up too!)and the weekend w/ sabella was a blast and crazy,lol.the mission trip was neat, and the breaks between while i was in charlotte were cool.and visiting everybody in anchorage was nice and fun too and so was the side trips from being at dad's house navada was neat (my mini me got to come yay) and washougal was awsome i <3 the races!(o yay for getting to sit and chat with ur favorite racer) yay RC!!#4! omgosh like 6 states in one summer. so anyways ya bizzy summer and it's also nice to be back. oo and loads of stuff is gonna change dang. ok so dad's talking about moving (*tear* my rock is moving, my home and place that stays the same will change and i know it's for the best but still.well it'll be all good.)and happy changing news!!! i'm gonna have a new baby brother or sister yay!ok well i'm sure i've bored yall enough with all this typing so that's all for now.
~Tina~

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 19:54:55 GMT

Call the cell or text me if u want to talk! i'm at a friend's house so i don't wanna do as long of an update as i would <3 and miss yall!!!
~Tina~

hey yall! runin runin runin run run run

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 01:24:01 GMT

okeys so today was fun and my summer is bizzy! (yall already know that but here's it in better detail:) i have to b at the chuch for the mission trip at midnight (we leave at 1am) so we get back later in the night next sat. night, i spend the night at my house go back to church and acolyte (sp ya don't care nemore newho) then we (me and the fam.) leave from church to go to the rehersal for uncle todd(#2)'s wedd. then the fam. has to drive me back here to charlotte (maybe pick my stuff for dad's house up from the houseif it's not already in the car) and go to the airport then i go home (to dad's house) visit w/ my friends (including brenden who's moving to texas, that's gonna b wierd and oddly quiet, so that stinks) then i'm going and spending the night w/ sabella for awhile (b-day bashness heck ya!)then go back home and chill (yay) then the washougal race!!(yippy!!) then visiting in navada, then back home (dad's house) wow it'll be nice to get home.then on the 24th of aug. i get back to charlotte so if i don't c yall somewhere in between i'll miss u!!! tell me if u wanna hang in one of the above places lol.bye for now!!<3<3<3
~Tina~

hey every body!!

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 19:53:39 GMT

ok so yesterday was fun! went to the movies w/ saralala,dee,kenya,gina,brandan,and gina's friend david.then we all went to the mall (cept david) (hehe 7 ppl. in a small car) and ya so that was alot of fun (was alittle late getting to where tomma was pickin up dee and i, ya lecture by momma thismornin') ANYWHO we still had a blast. the night before saralala and i went to the mall (oo found out how u turn off the power cool) ya the security dude walked us the rest of the way out and saralala's mom aka mom said they were going to think we were trying to blow everything up (ya we got to the ladder 1st)oops so anywho i have to pack for the mission trip, uncle todd(#2)'s wedding, and dad's house before i leave for the mission trip so if anybody would like to come and keep me company that'd b awsome.bye for now
~Tina~

good morning all!

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 07:36:00 GMT

hmm well it's about 3:30 AM and i'm not really sleepy, hmm maybe the fact that i woke up at 1 this afternoon but really AK time it's not all that late, ya i'm gonna be so swiched around time wise b/c of my summer schedule but oh well so anywho this isn't as amusing as when i started so if any of yall want to hang out u know how to reach me.bye for now and good morning to all.
~Tina~

so happy 4th of july everybody!!

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 03:24:31 GMT

ya Momma wouldn't let me walk up the freakin st. and set off fireworks w/ some friends but oh well it's all good i had a good day.
~my flight got in and my luggage made the connection too, yay!
~i can use my cell again, finally!
~Tyler came over, fun!
~i went to get firework w/ Tomma and Emma, ya we just got sparklers o well
~then TYler came over and i ended up going to his house for awhille, fun!
~then came back home (had to b home by 5:30) that was close lol
~dinner time yummy, dishes eee could be worse
~went to the church parking lot and met up w/ some other families and
watched the fireworks (well mainly tried to keep my phone away from cuz
kate accually :p
~then came home and was told i couldn't go out again till morning, bummer
o well
*oo and in between i tried calling saralala, who's apparently sick, get wel soon chicklet!*
ok well i guess that's bout it for now
~Tina~

hey everybody

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 04:16:29 GMT

hey yall!
ok so i'm still in AK i get back on Monday.(in case u don't already know, unfortunately i can't answer my cell up here, crazy roaming, i can listen to messages though :) so i got a roll of film developed today *YAY* so i'll put them up when i get back. (wow my summer is packed i have to do ALL of my yucky packing before the mission trip, so if anyone doesn't mind packing.. maybe they could help me.. doubful i know) so anywho i'll put up the pict.s when i get back, i miss yall.bye for now
~Tina~

okeys

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:14:53 GMT

so the last few days have gone by rather ok really SLOWLYYYYYYYyyy omygoshness grr bored hopefully i can got in touch with my friends and do something fun soon before i turn into a heapin pile of boredness (i know i'm complaining about being somewhere i've wanted come back to for so long but it's differnt living with ur grandparents, who don't get me wrong i love them. sigh i donno maybe i'm just babbling and complaing (which i am) but leave me a comment and tell me if u accually read my babbleing. it would make me happier than u might know.bye for now
~Tina~

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 06:40:56 GMT

hey yall!hmm i'm really glad to be up here, and i''m happy about it just alittle on the bored side. i'm staying w/ my Grandma (Grandpa gets home from a biz trip to Canada 2moro) which is neat, and she's cool and will give me time to hang out w/ friends, but waiting for ppl. to get back, and planing around scheduals, and FINDING ppl. again can be well intersting to say the least,.just wanted to give yall an update now it's time for a late dinner.bye for now.
~Tina~

hey everybody!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:17:48 GMT

okay so i'm in AK woo woo.yay i got to see ppl.s yesterday i haven't seen in yr.s :) (yes literally) including one of my best friends Wesleyan :) (i get to spend the night at her house friday!(we have soooo much to catch up on and Suzie (also one of my bestest friends since i was 4 yr.s old :)is going to call when she gets off work and we're going to figure out something fun to do. almost 3 yr.s is way to long, it's kinda odd so much has changed but so much has staied the same i still almost think i'm going to walk up to the duplex and there will be mom's old car and all of our junk will still be inside, but i know that won't happen.i really donno how to explain it i guess u'd just have to move across the country then go back almost 3 yr.s later to understand (it's not as sad anymore even though i still really miss living here, but donno it just still seems kinda odd that i don't (ok srry i guess i'm starting to ramble)so now for my side notes:
*Kristen if ur reading this i got u a cute (in my opion) key chain
*Sarala u grouched at me on the phone *tear* but i donno what was going on i still <3<3<3 u muchs though
*kenya and Kennedy i had loads of fun w/ ya before i got back and i think my sunburn is pretty much
gone, lol
* and everybody else miss ya, much <3<3<3 see ya when i get back